Chaos that I've been waiting for

I can hardly remember the way you set that back on me
even I can't hide this frailty,
the pain just piercing me so clearly

You see !!
I hold on to anywhere I found,
I keep standing to mount over my words
because I know someday you'll be back to me
Your face always remind me this will be go along way

Now, you yelling at me bold and damn slapping
we are not longer what we used to be
You asked me to stop waiting because you'll never go back
you force me to willing all of the things I stake for us

thanks for all you've done

Its easy for you
Because you never know what I feel
Its easy for you
Because you never know how much I miss you
Its easy for you
Because you never know how deadly I come apart to reach you

So just go then...
You are just the chaos that I've ever waiting for